Sunday, January 6, 2013

x sudah2 lg ke?

smlm nad ase betul2 sakit ati... sampai de ase fed up nan kasih syg yg dorg cube na  tunjukkn... nad msk bwa mknan ke htl.. tuk nila... sbb die ckp na ase nad msk n daun kari tu die yg bg... blh plak dpt mcj tye bwa mkanan tuk sape.. da gtao tuk nila... x caye main tuduh kekasih gelap... celah mane na dtg kekasih gelapnye??? kdg2 prnh terfkr na larikan diri dr sume nih,,, tp bile fkrkn mak ase terbantut sumenye... nad xtao na watpe lg... nad kuar g parade jln sorg2... tu pon slh?? skrg nad byk wat aktiviti pape sorg2... plan this week na g tgok wyg plak sesorg... tp bile da jd camni asenye dok memetap kat umah dpt puaskn ati dorg kot... da2lah ... nad nih na masuk 25tahun da tahun nih... bkn bwh umur... xyalah na layan nad cam nad nih bdk2... pe lg yg korg na nad wat yg dpt puaskn ati korg ha??

Thursday, December 6, 2012

bukan macamtu lah...

nad x tao na mule camne... sblom nih kalu de mslh de teman yg nad blh kongsi... yg fhm nad 100%... my sista.. tp kali nih die da xna fhm kakak die da kot... xtao nape... call x dpt... mcj x delivered... hurmmm... so ruangan nih la yg jd peneman setia nad balik.... nad x tao pe yg jd sbnrnye... mgkin slh nad... suke sgt bergurau dlm lmn sosial.. gurauan yg wat org sekeliling slh fhm... betulla kate org... sekali kite wat kslpn... susah tuk kite dptkn kembali kepercayaan org2 sekeliling... sungguh.. nad tao nad prnh wat slh... tp nad da jnji... xkn ulang kspln yg same.. xkn lukekn hati mereka2... tp nyate pe yg nad jnji n nad wat... x dpt yakinkn mereka... kesilapan yg akhirnye wat nad hlg kepercayaan dr mereka2.. sedih??? sgt2 la sedih... sbb nad ase nad lukekan perasaan mereka2 tnpa nad sedari... tlgla jgn slh anggap hub kami... xlebih dr hub adik n kakak... tu yg sbnrnye... maaf kalau guraun n rapatnye kami wat sume slh anggap... x terniat lgsung... cume ase kasih n syg nad tuk die da mcm tuk adik beradik kandung... sbb nad prnh de di klgn fmly die... n nad x ase pe yg nad ase bile nan fmly sndr... ntahlah... skrg nad xtao na watpe... na cr sista die da senyap langsung... mgkn terasa dgn tuduhan yg x berasas.. maafla dik... akak x tao na watpe.. na minx maaf adik da x on hp lgsung... xtao na contact camne lg... wat fmly yg nad tao berfikiran camtu sbb sygkn nad sgt2... nad ikot kate sume org.. nad xkan rapat lg nan sista yg nad da anggap cam adik kandung nad tu... mgkin kptsn nih dpt jage hati sume org n nad lakukannye... wat sista wahida.. k.yg syg kamu... k.yg x tao nape kamu senyap je... maafkn k.yg kalu spnjg kamu rapat nan k.yg de yg termkn terminum... halalkn ye... wat yg sygkn nad.. nad wat sume nih tuk korg.. hope pasni nad da x wat korg rsau nan pape pon yg nad wat...

Saturday, September 1, 2012

perubahan atas kesedaran

mencr identiti diri yang semakin hlg... i lost my way.... tp skrg nad da sdr.. sdr yg masih blom terlambat... maaf yg teramat sgt wat ahli keluarga yg mane nad tao... mesti kecewa ngan nad... ampon maaf yg amat sgt... pe yg nad blh katekan... nad xkn sesekali melakukan kslhn seperti ini lg...ini janji sy... n saya akn pstkn sy akan tepatinye...

dear my sista wied n abg.ni thanks a lot... sbb wat nad ase puas bile de yg membela nad... wat sista trm ksh sbb dgr n fhm perasaan akak time tu... wat a.ni trm ksh sbb wat sy ase sy sbnrnye de seorg abg yg sygkn sy... maaf wat wied sbb akak kamu bermslh... x psl2 kna nyorok dlm almari... hehehhe...


org ckp penyesalan tu x berguna... tp bg nad kali nih amat berguna... sbb nad diberi peluang tuk menyesali pe yg nad silap dlm menjalani kehdpn nih...kesilapan yg mengajar nad tuk lebih berhti2... dunia nih btl2 penoh dgn pancaroba... yg kuat akn berjaya mengharunginye... yg lemah akan karam... n nad sgt bertuah sbb diberi peluang untk jd kuat... hehehhe... alhamdulillah... :)

Saturday, May 26, 2012

i ve had a nephew... :))





hehehhe... start the new phase off me... nadia mohd nazalan... i'm being a mummy... horayyyy... its a kind of feeling that i cant express it to others... sometimes i think others will ask " should nad being too happy for having his first nephew? its like nad got his own son right?" ngee... is there someone over there who's think that way??? hehhehe... i dont know... and even have... i dont care... because it was my life... its my happiness... its up to me either i want to being happy or sad... its my life... lets talk about the expereince of me for having my nephew... i'm the first person that "dukong" the bby... and that was also the first time for me to "dukong" the newborn bby... before this i never have the experience "dukong" the new bby... because i feel so scared... i always hear eldest said " hati2... ampu kepala bby... die lembut lg" the word "lembut" always make me to stop the feeling to "dukong" new born bby... i only have the strengthness to carry bby that 5 month n above... and now... im not afraid anymore... Muhammad Adam Qayyum change it.. hehehee... and here some of the picture for my nephew...

Friday, May 11, 2012

can't stand it anymore... :(

hurm... i'm feeling like want to slap that fat chinese... i really don't agree with all the changes that just made by them... i don't know how my boss also can agree with that... for me the changes just make them as a management team easily... but in the other hand put us front office department in hard situation... i already thinking about to resign... wait until end of this month after seeing and have a talk with my boss... whatever will happen i still will resign... i just want to have a talk with our boss to let him know about the real situation... how hard we have to face the guest with various of "peel"... just imagine we supposed to serve customer for our service... but this changes make guest self service... fill up the form with their own... such a stupid thing ever been in our policy... just imagine the guest come late at morning... drunk... do all of you management ever think that we will only being scolded by them because asking them to fill up the form???? all of you never face the situation being scolded by guest and now asking for these stupid changes... please... if you all think that this is part of improvement... honestly... i think this is the part off trying to let the company down... regular guest already complain about it... dont let our regular guest go to find the another hotel... think out of your box... don't try to let u in a comfort zone... but business??? in danger zone... have nothing to do with me actually... because i already set a decision that i will resign... 1 month notice start from maybe middle of this july... so boss u can start to find new staff for take over my place... i can train them for the best...

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

today is my offday.... YIEHAAAAAAAAAA...

hehehe... it comes again n again... offday... means my rest day... :)
wanna join??? actually i dont have any plan yet... just going out this noon having lunch with my sis n find the new phone for me... ops... forgot already... plan yesterday to go out find a present for our lovely mummy... but only me n along will go... :(... angah got to go to work... so today was my day with my eldest sis... thats more better than i only being at home... sleep... eat.. sleep... eat... n sleep again... hahahah...this is my routine since being single... :P... dont have some1 special that will accompany me for having lunch... outing... watching movies... eating my favorite sizzling mee at tesco... else??? already forgot... too long not going out for dating... hehehe... at night maybe i will have a dinner with my bro n get my "ole2" from negeri sembilan... hehehehe...

Saturday, May 5, 2012

MahU KEmbaLi KUruS!!!

bisakah??? hehehehe.... bisa lorh... already starting back to jogging yesterday... feeling so tired... almost a year i'm doing nothing to reduce my weight... is it true almost a year??? hehehhe... correction... :)... more than a year... actually its already 1 years n 2 month i'm pampered myself.. let the "en" & "cik" fat being too friendly with my body... and now i will not let them being part of my life... at least for this moment... hahahha... and today was the second day... and hope the day will be continuing until end... hahaha... end to where??? end till i got my aimed weight.... 48 kg... which last recorded when i was entered UITM... it means 4 years ago... last year i almost there... 50kg after going on diet n jogging for almost 2 month.... but i stop it when i go back to my hometown after done with my stdy... being at home... which surrounded by my moms cooking.. i can't stand it... at all... and at that moment...my diet and jogging goes down and down... and now my weight was 54kg... the heaviest in the story of my life... demmm!!!!!!!! seriously i dont want to stay with this weight... its too much... even if i'm not being able to reach my target... it is ok if i can reduce from 54kg to 50 kg only... :) ... mode hoping... :))